Doubts and Decisions

So the past few weeks I have really started doubting nursing, wondering if it really is for me. I have always wanted to get into nursing, but is there something else that is more for me? I don't know! It is really starting to drive me crazy, I think about it all the time. I have been thinking about a lot of different options I have after this school year is over. I have thought about going to Utah for school, goin back to Mesa, stayin here in Thatcher, even maybe tryin a semester in Canada. I have pretty much decided that I am going to get my pre reqs done and maybe even my co reqs done for nursing, and then go on a mission. Instead of finishing the nursing program and THEN going on a mission. Then maybe when I get home from my mission I will know more what I want to do as far as schooling goes. I am still debatin decisions here though, so we will see I guess.
Well nothing much has changed other than I absolutely HATE chemistry and my teacher is a foolio and he isn't a very good teacher, and I'm not the only one having trouble in that class. I start lab for my CNA class tomorrow, from 8-5. I will have that for 2 saturdays, then on the 25th of this month I start clinicals and those will be from 7-5 on saturdays. Which means while I have lab and clinicals i will be working on sundays, instead of saturdays. I never have a day to sleep in or have a day to myself now, not even sundays. It really stinks. I will definitely be glad when this semester is over and I get to relax on a cruise! I hope all is well with all of you! Have a great weekend!